You guys have NO IDEA how difficult it is for me to post thi.. (OnlyFans)

You guys have NO IDEA how difficult it is for me to post this. But I figured... Since I'm already sharing my bare and raw self to you guys, this is even more raw than I ever have. I'm not really used to expressing myself, so I tried to do it here. If I've stumbled in my words, it's because I'm trying to express how I truly feel by searching for the right words. 

If you've watched the video, I want to add that I sometimes feel that way about my placement in the industry. I work hard in what I do, and I know I'm good at what I do. But I feel so underrated. Meanwhile, I see some new girls who are now more known than I am. Maybe a few of you even discovered me because of these new girls who are now known.

Regardless, for those of you who STILL ENJOY watching me, those of you who SUPPORT EVERYTHING I do, and those of you who TIP ME just because you want to make me smile, please know that I really appreciate you especially now that you know I'm not used to being spoiled lol