I got ready today but stayed in all day, catching up on some.. (OnlyFans)

I got ready today but stayed in all day, catching up on some work (emails, content planning etc)

In all honesty I had no motivation to get out of bed today. I recently went and got my heart broken... and work's stress is definitely not helping me cope.

Should I have known better? Yes. Yes I should.

But do I forgive myself because I understand that I'm just human? Yes. Yes I do. 

I'm happy (even though my primary feeling these days is sadness), because I did it. I got to build a life where I get to choose whether I got to work or not. Or when I just want to enjoy my depressive breakdowns with Nutella. Alone. In my house. Watching reels for 5h straight. 

It's beautiful really. 

I want you guys to know how much I appreciate all your support - moral, financial... sexual, emotional and everything in between!

You heal my soul when you play with me on my streams. And the post-orgasm chat is always my favourite 💙

Thank you. I love you.

So much.