Scene Cindy moon is 🤦🏻‍♀️ with her phone in her hands. She.. (OnlyFans)

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Cindy moon is 🤦🏻‍♀️ with her phone in her hands. She takes a deep breath. 

Cindy moon: this isn’t how I want to be remembered. 

I didn’t want any of that to happen. 

I wish I had more control over any and all situations and what goes in my view. I wish I didn’t have any buttons for others to press and that they didn’t press them. I’m a gentle soft soul in my center. I wish there were more of me. Even if there were 10 of me in each country, it wouldn’t make a fast enough difference. 

This isn’t my favorite part of me. Could I say anything in a better way or would it have been better to be stoic like sesshomaru? 

How else can I deter others from behaving like this unless I show them how I turn into the hulk but with words?

I loved hyping my girlfriends so if I private the dramatic bitchy posts I’m gonna end up hiding them, too though. Should I leave it all up at least to hype up how my friend made my night better? 

Whatever if it goes up for sale just mute it for me, I was having a moment. 

I can private archive and then consider reposting it edited later on. Do I have time for that or should I focus on messages on All my accounts? 

#cindymoon #diary