I have always needed and deserved more than someone who does.. (OnlyFans)

I have always needed and deserved more than someone who does less than bare minimum. 

You wanted to create the meanest, most bitter, masculine and angry version of me and you have achieved it. You did it all by yourself. You cannot expect anything other than this when you refuse to do anything to lighten the load or soften me. You get the hardest version of me because that is what you created. 

Your ex wife left you because you refused to help her out, too. You didn’t want to learn your lesson then, you won’t learn your lesson with me and you’re gonna keep doing this till no one wants anything to do with you. I hate being like this but you don’t make it possible for me to relax. I’m tired of scowling every day. You’re always here but never have time to help me. So go waste your own life by yourself instead of making our life better or at least making enough to pay your rent. 

No one told you to make my life worse and waste years of my life. I hate being like this and you make me like this. I hate my life with you. I don’t want a life with you. Nobody wants to live the way you’ve been making me live. You refuse to help or contribute. This is what you get. I hope you enjoy seeing me with bigger and better men because you leave me with no choice when you won’t do bare minimum.

Remember that I used to love you.

Enjoy watching other men talk about other men instead of helping me. I’m so glad that’s soooo important to you than making sure I can relax and make enough to take care of us. What part of I can make us 6 figures a year if you would just spend 1-4 fucking hours a day helping me don’t you fucking understand? Not even 15 minutes of help. Just sitting around on your phone shitposting and pssing other people off. NEVER any effort to make me feel beautiful or valuable which is ESSENTIAL for any of this to work. You’re devaluing me and ruining my mental health for NO ONES BENEFIT and it has to be the dumbest thing to choose to do. You’re an idiot. I need someone smart. Valuable. Caring. Good. Deserving. Empathetic. Not some asshole who keeps wasting my time till I blow up every day. Ruin some other persons life. 

Enjoy being a massive loser, watching other losers talk about losers 🥴 instead of being an actual part of my life.