I’m so horny and in need of b/g content or g/g content but I.. (OnlyFans)

I’m so horny and in need of b/g content or g/g content but I also don’t want to be charmed into another situationship like with chad. 

I just don’t understand why he comes over just to sit on the couch instead of making me feel beautiful, helping around home or online but still takes from me. He’ll do just enough to make me think we’re something but never enough to substantially help me. I want to be happy but he won’t do anything important to make sure I can rest and relax. I can’t understand how you could be stupid enough to not help me or make me feel beautiful. 

I don’t want someone addicted to porn so much he makes me feel like the ugliest person in the world not deserving of love.

I keep screaming at him to fucking help out already and he just refuses. Then I scream at him to give my my key back so I can give it to someone who’s going to actually add value to my life but he won’t give it to me. He keeps saying I’ll be back knowing I love him but he’s making me work nonstop and strezzing and feeling so ugly I don’t want to take pictures. I can’t live like this anymore.