Left the house after my last journal entry. Sometimes, I get.. (OnlyFans)

Left the house after my last journal entry. Sometimes, I get in the zone. Went to look at Halloween decorations again and decided to go for it. 🎃 Halloween decorating by myself and daydreaming about next Halloween. It’s a little odd trying to continue while we’re in the middle of world war 3 and the latest viral country squabbles. 🇮🇱 🇵🇸. I’m still the same since I know there’s always something serious ongoing and this is just what’s on the news. I try to give myself the light I need. There’s no one else to give it to me in real life so I have to be strong and happy for me. 

I feel safe, fortunate, guilty and grateful to be in one of the best countries in the world. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays. This is my first year ever decorating for Halloween.

 I want it to be a good Halloween even if we’re halfway there already. I feel like I didn’t really get to enjoy it because of who I have right now and the workload I have. I know it’ll be much better next year and hopefully it will be with someone who will enjoy celebrating with me and spending time with me.  I will share more pictures. 🏰