If I told you over and over and over again I need A, B, C an.. (OnlyFans)

If I told you over and over and over again I need A, B, C and you NEVER give me A, B, C… 

for 4 FUCKING YEARS, 

then you cannot be surprised when I’m f🕸️rced to go to other people for A, B, C. 

I needed a best friend. Not my worst, stupid enemy. 

I’m glad you think holding our content hostage to make you $200 when I could make $2000 from my page was such a good and smart move. 

I’d rather make content with someone who would give it to me immediately. Someone who turns me on and makes me feel good about my self. Someone smart, kind, caring, valuable and deserving. I deserve Someone or a group of people who help make it possible for me to relax instead of enrages me till I scream and makes me so fucking crazy every day. 

I wish I never met you or helped you. 

I’m also not going to your funeral, you stupid, fucking loser. I love you less and less every day. I love you less every time I hear you vape. So, please. Keep choosing your nicotine and making me resent you. Fucking asshole who won’t quit or at least blow it outside. I’m so angry every time you’re here being a burden and f🕸️rcing me to breathe in these disgusting nicotine fumes giving the both of us anxiety and nicotine addiction cuz you’re so selfish, weak, stupid and pathetic. 

I have to leave you. I can’t take living like this anymore. I’m only going to get more and more radical if I keep trying to include you in my life. You come over only to be a burden and waste my time and space, Time and space I should be giving to other people who would love to help me, make my life easier and better so I can relax. EVERYONE SEES HOW MISERABLE I AM WITH YOU. YOU WONT CHANGE EVEN THOUGH I HAVE GIVEN YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN YOUR LIFE HAS. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHY YOU WONT DO ANYTHING BUT WORSE, MAKE MY LIFE HARDER FOR NO FUCKING REASON. WAKE THE FUCK UP AND GET WITH THE PROGRAM ALREADY. IM NOT WAITING TILL IM 50 FOR YOU TO TAKE PHOTOS OF ME. YOURE FUCKING WORTHLESS. 

I don’t want the burden of having you in my life anymore. You will never be good enough for me. You always choose to not be good enough for me so I want nothing to do with you anymore.