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I just don’t understand how someone could be stupid enough to drive me more insane instead of helping me become a blessed millionaire that takes care of more people. 

Just like I don’t understand how I let myself become this stupid and try to be loyal rely on someone who has no intentions of making my life better, easier and more fulfilling. We don’t belong together. we have both done wrong. Happy it’s not worse/ like we’re married or had mini me’s. Better late than never. The future is bright. There’s still many more years for all of us to meetttt more people we never knew we could love so much. There is plenty of time. Everything will be okay.