He knows I love him less and less everyday. He’s still doing.. (OnlyFans)

He knows I love him less and less everyday. He’s still doing the same things. Waking up and immediately vaping every other waking moment, drinking energy drinks and going online and into schitty parts of the internet, all of which makes him grumpy/irritable and difficult to be around/all stuff I have to endure and put up with… a half hour after he wakes up. I can’t live like this.  

He’s still choosing not to provide any value or help. My needs are NEVER met. Taking a small vacation and after it, I’m okay if he never comes over again.

Going live for a Shower episode and packing for my trip. Sorry to the people rooting for him but I’ve given him several years and all I’ve gotten out of it is _______ and a 2 minute b/g video, I can’t do this anymore.