My body is 18, my heart/soul is 19 forever and my brain take.. (OnlyFans)

My body is 18, my heart/soul is 19 forever and my brain takes turns being either 50 or _____  old so age doesn’t feel real to me. I’ve talked to people aged 60 with less maturity than me and 20 year olds who are smarter than me and the 60 year olds I’ve mentioned combined so idk. 

It’s not important for me to talk to older people with respect I don’t know they deserve. I’ve saved myself a lot of times from much older men trying to humble me and put me under their thumb and control. It’s getting easier for me/ I’m getting smarter. 

 My favorite is talking to subbies and just playing goddess giant.  I get see everyone else as tiny worshippers for my mental health. It lets me be happier and I get to be big. My friends told me to roleplay more often and try “sirening”.  That sounds kinda fun and easier for me to frame my mind around all of this so I’ll try to take all of this less seriously and more seriously at the same time. 

It’s inevitable that some bad guys will be in DMs and area and we have to figure out the best way to approach it all. Then I plan on passing the information to yunger girls/creators/generation so hopefully they have an easier and more successful time. I’d like to save them from any of the things I’ve been thru if I can help it.

(P.s if ur new, I’m adhd and on the spectrum. ) 

(That means I’m a Dumbass and a genius at the same time.)