Wrote some new mellow dramatic poems yesterday and did some .. (OnlyFans)

Wrote some new mellow dramatic poems yesterday and did some cleaning around the house. 

Today will be more self care and I guess enjoying all the trump in prison tea/ internet field day with his mug shot. 

Some of my sponsors said they enjoy my poems and that I should share more of them… I hate a lot of them tbh, they are awful but I had to write them. 

I wrote a lot of these when I felt small. I won’t share all of them but the worst ones are from moments where I didn’t feel so great or had a less than spectacular interaction. 

I forget them after I’ve written them cuz they’re like feelings and thoughts I release. Some are still a work in progress so I welcome when others add, flourish or change them, too. It’s all in fun and healing I suppose. I don’t recognize myself sometimes when I read them. Sometimes, I’m just entertaining myself. Most of the poems are inspired by old lovers and they make me think and process more. Idk if I’m the bad guy, he’s the bad guy or we’re both just broke, dumb and lashing out at one another. 

Got to change tires on car recently, too. Gave flowers to people. I should learn how to organize my thoughts and write them out better. I’ll figure everything out at some point when I have more time. Lol.