Going to bed early while he’s still being a loser on the int.. (OnlyFans)

Going to bed early while he’s still being a loser on the internet instead of helping me get off the internet or living a fulfilling life. Enjoy your McDonald’s every night again instead of a nutrient dense meal with me. 

Yes, I’m salty. 

I will be sweet again in the morning. 

I told him I don’t love him anymore. I’m a completely different person thanks to him. I can’t wait till he realizes one day he should have done more and spent his time with me differently. 

No point in taking care of a man who has less than ten years to live cuz he can’t stop vaping, smoking, drinking whatever the next thing is. It’s like he’s always chasing anxiety and stupidity and I don’t want anything to do with it anymore. I’ve watching this man smoke a pack a day and drink over 5000 energy drinks. I can’t do this anymore. 

I’m an idiot for trying to love him and I can’t wait to be free. You used to say you’re a loser so I would comfort you and do stuff to make you feel better while all the things I needed help with kept piling on. It’s always take take take with you while I keep asking for help you refuse to give me. I cant deal with you and your stupidity anymore. You treated me like garbage whenever I’m nice to you so now I have no choice but to be mean cuz it’s the only thing you ever respond to. You kept crying and accusing me of thinking you’re a loser and I kept dropping everything to comfort you. now I realize you really are some fucking loser who can’t handle telling an onlyfans girl she’s pretty, can’t get a boner and cant hold a fucking camera. You are a worthless loser and I don’t want you anymore.  

I hate my life with you. Everyone who’s tried to love  you or help you has only been hurt by you and you’re just gonna keep doing this until you lose everyone. I’m not the one who hasn’t been worth it. Good luck with whatever is so important in your phone, energy drinks and bs. You’re not an asset or positive part of my life. If you wanted me to love you you would have helped out by now. You’re making me go to other people and you have no one to blame for the fall of our relationship except yourself.