Hey, fam. Thanks for all the love and support as I human. .. (OnlyFans)

Hey, fam. 

Thanks for all the love and support as I human. Yes, I know it’s a codependent relationship. He gave me another work out as my personal trainer. I appreciate it. A few of you have questioned bipolar or borderline personality disorder, which I’m not sure so I’m not going to deny. I prefer the term ‘in my feelings.’ He’s all I can handle at the moment. My world is very very very small and he’s stupid hot and I wanna see him finish school. I’m happy sometimes. Day at a time. He makes me feel safer when I think about my stalkers or my other exes. He cares in his own way  and we both have acknowledged we can’t always give each other what we need. I have stuff I have to work on, too. I’ve been a lot as well. Now, that he has his own place there’s a part of me that’s freaking out that he’s gonna be gone. Time to be more adult and mature. He’s been helping out a lot more recently and in my heart he’ll always be Lover #1 until we let go of each other or idk.