I don’t ever want to date anyone addicted to nicotine, porn .. (OnlyFans)

I don’t ever want to date anyone addicted to nicotine, porn and caffeine again. 

Chad helped me some last night with my car on the side of the road so I could send out seggsy snaps. We had to replace the tire but the donut tire was also deflated so we’re finishing today. He helped deconstruct my broken bed and toss it out. It’s storming and thundering strongly right now, too. I don’t want either of us out there while it’s dangerous. 

I kept trying to cook and provide nutritious meal not just for him but for myself, too. Let’s eat, let’s eat, I say before, during and after our errands trip to storage unit and Costco, only for him to keep pushing and pushing meal time away while vaping poison every other minute and drinking his second energy drink for the day. It all makes him less hungry and takes away his appetite. He just keeps saying, I’m not hungry, I’m not hungry and chugs more energy drinks and milk. 

Meanwhile I’m starving and eventually I just blew up at him cuz it’s so obvious that he doesn’t care about feeding himself but me either. He has never in his entire life given a fuck about whether I’ve eaten or not and I just had it and I’m eating without him. 

If you want to choose cheap, toxic thrills like cigarettes and vaping over me then enjoy losing me to someone willing to eat a whole meal with me without leaving to consume chemicals every other minute. If you can’t make sure your girl is fed and happy id be damned if I ever decide to give you kids cuz you wouldn’t make sure they’re fed either. Fuck you.