3+ years in and all I could get was was 2 2 minute sex video.. (OnlyFans)

3+ years in and all I could get was was 2 2 minute sex videos while I pay all the rent and utilities and he wonders why I’m so angry all the time. I can’t wait to heal and start doing what other onlyfans girls are doing instead. I deserve and need more than this. I feel stupid for ever giving him a chance. I wish I wasn’t human with feelings. Pushing through. I blocked his number and all the other Google numbers he has. If you’re not big enough for this ride please date someone much less than me. I’ve been going through absolute insanity. I can’t pretend with this guy anymore who refuses to acknowledge that I need any help or love. I’ve been so dumb this entire time and a slave to my feelings. Thanks for being here for me.