I could tell he wasn’t feeling me towards the end and it is .. (OnlyFans)

I could tell he wasn’t feeling me towards the end and it is what it is. He doesn’t consider what I had to offer good enough and I have to move on, keep growing and remember im single. It’s not the end of the world. I just gotta keep swimming. I gotta work on my council of mister slaves and get comfortable talking to them about work as well as not caring anymore so I can try to catch up to the ladies making 300k a month. I offered to be there for him but he probably never opened up cuz I have an onlyfans. I understand. I can’t do more. 

Anyways, I want the work and sheckles part figured out so I can relax. 

I had a weird thought that I would build an empire with someone and live happily ever after with someone who was big enough to handle me. It was a silly daydream and we don’t have time for that. It’s time to live my best life and be with the hottest people or person I can find and maybe live and love a little more carefree the way women my age are. 

Someone said to me, “It’s not about being the only one. It’s about being the favorite one nowadays.” 

If they get the chance to experience something like this I’d want them to enjoy it, not be scared of me or all of this. It’s supposed to be fun and sexy. 

We’ll figure it all out eventually. 

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