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I used to hold myself back from doing or writing extra sexy fiction cuz I had a 1% chance of hope in my heart that I could be an actor for Marvel. I didn’t grow up wanting to be on this path. I’m just doing what’s best for me and my loved ones. Also, making the best of situations I didn’t have control over.  My ex husband revenge corning me changed my life. I’m happier alone at home. I wish I never left the house for that first date. I have no idea what love is. 

I behaved well for people who weren’t really there. For people who don’t know I exist and will never take care of me or assist me in my missions. I was Adjusting myself for vanilla standards while my hot model girl friends are making 15k- 40k a month. I feel…  silly. I’m not saying what I really feel. Idk why I wanted the part of Silk/ Cindy Moon so bad. 

I realize it’s never going to happen so there’s no point in controlling myself, keeping myself so poor or being demure for imaginary people who will ignore me forever. 

What are they gonna do. Screenshot me? Pay me less? Ignore me more? They’ll just keep pretending I don’t exist. 

I’ll keep doing Cindy Moon 007 things. Im bigger than a fictional character recently created by non Asian men and the needs of my people mean more than any profits these powerful companies care about. I don’t want to anyone coming close to me. I only want to “work”.  Diving back in 1 more time here, in one of the other portals/accounts and then cleaning my kitchen for a friend who will be visiting in real life. There are people who want to see me win, and that will never be Marvel or anyone associated with Marvel. 

I don’t ever want to be as quiet or fxrced to be as quiet as the Asian Marvel people with the real money, voice and power to make a difference. 

I have to change accordingly and be as loud and noticeable as possible. I have to. I want to. I am happy to. Be right there. 💗

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