There’s a lot of random stuff in my head that’s not possible.. (OnlyFans)

There’s a lot of random stuff in my head that’s not possible to do by myself or immediately. I suppose I’m writing out loud to process out my thoughts and ideas. Plan? Is this called brainstorming? I’m getting out of my weird, sad chapter and I’m looking forward to the next chapter of my life in a nice place. 

It looks like the best thing for me is with me being more focused on the model work. It seems to pay the most and is the safest cuz I stay behind a screen in the comfort of my home. 

I want to get a photographer, get a haircut, get fit and whatever it all takes to get to the next level with all of this. I gotta find and match all my bikini tops and update wardrobe with someone, too. 

Whether they’re possible or not is important, I needed to write my ideas and thoughts out. 😅 

I’m gonna be catching up with someone who’s gonna let me talk out loud about what I need, isn’t afraid of anything, can humanize me and might be able to help. They know more than I do and are more organized. I can’t fund my ideas right now anyways but I want to talk about it. 

I am really looking forward to catching up with them in a video game tournament/ fun social scene and leaving the house.