It’s my Birthday!! Most of you have seen the Go Fund Me and.. (OnlyFans)

It’s my Birthday!!
 Most of you have seen the Go Fund Me and know by now that I am struggling  with my health. I tried 3x yesterday to make a video to explain to you what’s happening. I make it half way through before breaking down into tears, which is happening now again as I type this. 
I just want you all to be aware that I am NOT giving up. What I’m trying to get through right now is very serious, and I’m aware that with my disease that everyday is a blessing already with my Lupus/MCTD my body attack’s itself all the time. I’m used to it. However, this is bigger. Why? Because with the 3 reasons it might be happening.. none are "best case scenarios". The way I see it, the tests I need to have in this next week will determine treatment and how this is going to affect the rest of my life. I realized last month that something was wrong. I was always tired, I was having trouble going up the stairs without resting, I was having chest pains, and cramps in all my muscles, I wasn’t  recovering after the gym, and back pain. I'm on day 8 of 100 days of 20mg prednisone. As of now, we know I have pleurisy on top of the other issues they are going to figure out. If you do donate, I just want you to be sure that you will be helping with medical bills and medication. And I… will be doing everything I can to make sure we can continue having the fun we do… creating the magic we do… and when I say WE, I mean you too. Last weekend I found myself say to Catsuit John….."I owe my success to my fans. If it wasn’t for them and their talent and passions, I wouldn’t be making such amazing videos. We are a team."
With all that being said, WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS. My plan is to still shoot as much as I can now like I have been (lots of breaks) until I get moon face from the prednisone. Then I’ll be shooting others until I can be in front of the camera again. Sound good? 
I love you all, 
Christina