Hello everyone. First major holiday of the year in the rear.. (OnlyFans)

Hello everyone.  First major holiday of the year in the rear-view mirror.  Am I glad?  You know it.  I enjoy them but man they can be work.  Two to go.  Christmas and New Year.  I suppose I should put some lights up, but I just can’t get motivated to do it.  What’s new?  My video guy yester, another no-show, no-call.  I knew this one was going to flake.  He asked if we could just go on a date instead prior to it.  That is almost always an indicator of a no-show.  I don’t want to deceive people into doing something on the promise of a dating relationship, so I just say no.  Oddly enough, I consider making a video somewhat a date.  Guess they don’t see it that way.

I went to the Seadrift last night.  Drank a pitcher of Shirley Temple’s.  Got a solid sugar high going.  Coke and Grenadine isn’t bad either.  Caffeine keeps me up though, but it adds that extra boost if you get lucky and get a dick put inside you.  It was a slow night, nothing super duper going on.  I would say about four or five reasonably hot chicks wandered in.  Not much in the guy department, though.  I was more in the mood for dick than vag, so that sucked.  Where am I going with this?  I didn’t get dick last night.  High and dry.  Some nights I am just in the mood for a long hard dick splitting me open and pushing around inside of me.  Some nights I just don’t get that.

Sometimes I read the room very wrong.  I had a boyfriend once who wanted me to be faithful.  I did, for the most part but I won’t bullshit you.  I used to let this guy fuck me in the ass, but I didn’t consider that cheating.  The butt fucker was his friend and like a ding dong he felt guilty and spilled the beans he was spilling his beans in my colon.  My boyfriend got over it and he got kinky.  He used to constantly ask me why I let his friend fuck me in the ass, as in wanted all the details and fine points including mindset type things.  To make a long story short, I told him it turned me on immensely knowing his friend’s sperm was deep in my ass squishing around while he fucked my pussy with no idea his friend had unloaded inside of me less than an hour before.  He used to look upset and hurt, but his pants tented.  The fucker always had a hard on when I told him these things.  Where am I going with this you ask?  We went to a club where I ran into a guy I used to fuck.  We were still friends and had a quick conversation.  When my boyfriend asked me who he was, I told him it was a guy I used to fuck.  That his dick was much bigger than his.  That he could make me cum much harder than he could and if he asks me to suck his dick, I will drink his jizz fresh and warm right out of his balls.  His dick didn’t get hard.  In fact, he was furious.  I thought I had a good read on the room, but boy was I wrong.  I made most of that stuff up and told him that, but he wasn’t having it.  He was so mad he actually pushed me.  I have never been pushed by a guy I was dating before, so I was a little shocked.  The fucker left me there, all by myself.  It was weird.  His friend who used to fuck me in the ass drove me home.  And, yes, he fucked me in the ass in the Lowe’s parking lot.  As customary, he left an immense steamy lump of jizz in my bowels.  While my boyfriend was justifying his actions because of what I said at the club, his friends sperm was leaking out of my ass.  I just smiled at him, told him I understood, went into the bathroom fingered my ass till I came thinking about how his friends cock felt pumping and jerking around in my insides as it emptied it’s guts into me, and moved out the next day.  I never fucked his friend again.  I wanted to but the chance never came up.  My ex was one of those people who think about shit and then decide they may have fucked up and get over zealous about trying to get it back…and he did exactly that.  He still writes to me years later and may even be a member here.  I can’t be sure but it sure feel like him when a certain person writes to me on here.  Anyway, I could certainly be reading the room wrong on that as well.