2023 is going to be my year. I feel like I'm going to run in.. (OnlyFans)

2023 is going to be my year. I feel like I'm going to run into the right guys with the proper dicks. I don't know why. I just think it's going to happen. I guess I'm going to get at least 2 long-term guys who will fuck me so good I'll end up having feelings for them. Bob did that, but he doesn't breed me enough to keep me under his ownership. Plus, he married someone else, so that cemented that I wasn't his number one. I mean, I wouldn't marry the guy, he's an asshole, but I thought he was going to be the one who would turn me into a sperm rag for use at his leisure. He bred me so properly I was falling for him a bit. Sure, I still run and fuck him whenever he calls, but then I forget about him because as perfect as his cock is...the thrill fades when it's not inside me, making me drool and do stupid things. Either way, I'm not going to turn him down when he calls. I never do. I'll take what I can get.

Connor is fun. He is starting to treat me like fuck hole. He used to worry so much about whether or not I would cum when we fucked. Now, he just bends me over, pumps my guts, dumps a massive load, smacks my ass, and is out the door before I even have time to clean up the colossal mess his sperm makes. He laughed while he was walking out the door yesterday. I don't know why but I know what I think it was about. I think he was laughing because he knows I'm nothing more than his cum dump to him now. He also knows I don't want to stop being his cum dump. He's right. If there is one massively bright light in my sex life, it's Connor using me the way he now does. I am really getting some mileage out of that after he uses me. I came so hard last night rubbing one out that I think I scared the dogs. The thought of a 19 yr old demanding to pump my holes and me powerless to say no...makes me wet as fuck. Some people don't like that...it creeps them out, but obviously, my pussy is a huge fan of being a cum dump. So hopefully, he will continue.

Scott's okay. He does what I want him to. He's like a backup account. I got to him when all else fails, and I really need a dick. He knows that. He accepts that. He loves it, if we are being honest. Every time I tell him about how much more I enjoy getting my guts rearranged than I do by him, his dick turns purple it's so hard. So that makes him a keeper. I would like to train him to do more but not sure how far I can push him.

These are my three main fucks. I need two more. Really good ones. Ones that fuck me into oblivion and make me want to steal them away from their wives. Oooh. That's not nice. I'm supposed to be nice. But, still, I get hot thinking about that as well.