People think I'm addicted to sex. Am I? I don't think so. I'.. (OnlyFans)

People think I'm addicted to sex. Am I? I don't think so. I'm not having withdrawals at the moment. I don't even crave it all that much. I think about it, but the swampy pussy hasn't returned yet. I miss my swampy pussy. I like that it gets flooded at the thought of something sexy. I think that's more of a hobby. Can one be addicted to masturbation? I don't think so. If I was addicted to masturbation, and then became addicted to sex, would it be safe to say that my addiction got out of hand? Enquiring minds want to know.

I feel like I am in a permanent loop of the game show music from Jeopardy. Just waiting for this to be over. It's not that bad, but it's just bad enough to keep me from doing anything. Plus, I don't want to share the love, so to speak, so I'm hanging out by myself. This means I don't have any dicks sticking out and staring me in the face. Or the pussy, whichever hole may be appropriate. I am starting to miss the feel of a hard dick in my hand. I know you know what that feels like for you, but when it's a dick that doesn't belong to you, I bet it feels a whole lot different. Every time I rub a pussy, I can't get over how different it feels to be touching another vagina besides my own. When I grab a cock I love that thin spongy feeling covering a hard shaft. The way the head squishes through the hole, I make in my fingers for it to slip through. The jerks and spasms guys make with the different things I do. I need to shut up. I'm just beating myself up for the sake of beating myself up here. I feel like a hard dick in my guts would make me feel better, but I kind of know it will probably make me feel worse or drag it on longer. I'm superstitious like that.

I have spent a lot of time on the phone with people lately. My one friend is bitching about everything. I mean everything. Seems super angry. I brought it up. She said she had PMS. I said no, you don't, you have mad cow disease. She hung up. I haven't heard from her again all day.

Sitting around, I have been looking at sex toys. I'm overdue for new ones. The fuckers break constantly. I found this one set of vibrators that cost like $150 each. I'm like, wow. That's expensive for a fucking vibrator/clit sucker. The catchphrase is "Built to last." They all say that, though. The fucking Titanic was built to last. Let that sink in for a minute. I'll probably stick to the cheaper models. For $24, I won't feel so bad when it doesn't turn on.