Getting fingered under the table is on my mind. Just saying... (OnlyFans)

Getting fingered under the table is on my mind. Just saying. Anyway, I hope the day is going well. I am bored. There is no Connor to stuff my box and lube it with a gallon of jizz. He's at work but said he would be home early, so there is some hope. There is no Bob either. He's got a girlfriend and is off with her visiting her family in Indiana. Before Bob left to visit his girlfriend's family, he quickly reamed my asshole and spackled it with sperm. I wonder if he will discuss that with her mom? My butthole has been whistling dixie for a few days now. He stretched it out that much. Man, that guy has a big dick. I love that feeling, though. It lets me know Bob's perfect penis has been deeply intimate with my guts. Fuck, just saying that turns me on, and I don't need to be turned on right now. I'm a ticking sex bomb at the moment. My brain is a whirlwind of gibberish right now. All of it is annoyingly sexual and very exciting. I keep wondering what is going through my ex-boyfriend's head. I don't think I have ever broken up with a guy while another guy had his dick buried in my pussy. I wish he wouldn't have insisted on watching us. It would have been easier on him. But, I have to admit, the cum I had was out of this world. Breaking up with him while another man was pumping a baby into me in front of him prompted the most intense orgasm of my life. Mean, I know, but it is what it is at this point. I warned him about this from the start, though. He was supposed to be my cuck servant, and he was all about it initially. But he slowly kept trying to nudge me towards being a proper wifey bore. That backfired on him in the end, though. Such is life.

The good news for me is I can't get over how amazingly erotic it was. I saw a movie a long time ago with Richard Gere. Internal affairs was the name of it. I used to finger myself watching him finger a guy's wife under the table. I still think about that, and I have been able to replicate it in real life somewhat. In the second scene, he fucks the same guy's wife and doesn't stop when the husband walks in on them unexpectedly. Fuck, I wanted that to be me so many times! I wanted to be the one bent over getting pumped full of cock in front of my shocked husband so badly I would drool in my pants. That happened with Connor. At least it's the closest I have ever gotten to it. Circumstances weren't the same, but they were close enough to make me cum so hard I told Connor I loved him. His dick pumping inside of me in front of my boyfriend gave me the cum of my life. Now I am going to be chasing that orgasm like an addict. I am ok with that. Let us get busy chasing that orgasm down, I say!

Look, I know I'm weird, and my past weekend events may have creeped some of you out. Bear with me. I'll find something else that blows my mind and hopefully will blow yours as well, and in the best of ways!