I recently noticed a drop in my number of likes/reactions on.. (OnlyFans)

I recently noticed a drop in my number of likes/reactions on my posts. As you should know by now, I really really like doing onlyfans! But I don't think I ever explained why I love it. Obviously, onlyfans is a validation source for me, and as unhealthy as it can be, I get high from that validation. Surprising you and getting you turned on makes me really happy. Your appreciation/encouragements (when sincere, of course) motivate me and give me the energy to continue. I get kind of discouraged when you don't seem to enjoy what I do and tend to spirale down. I imagine that every person who didn't "like" the video hated it and it drags me down. I know I shouldn't care that much, but it's too important for me to give you content you appreciate and I need confirmation that I'm doing it right. What can I say, I'm an anxious girl and I'm always imagining the worst! 

So yeah, your opinion is important to me and is the reason I'm doing all of this. Don't stop showing me your support!
(It sounds pathetic, I know. At least I'm not begging for money like many other girls 😜)