Going to bed sad, alone, physically and emotionally defeated.. (OnlyFans)

Going to bed sad, alone, physically and emotionally defeated and exhausted. Hadn’t cried for hours in one day like that in so long. I miss my friend. I didn’t do my best today, but I tried to be ok all week. I knew it would hit hard, but I wish someone had been here. Wish I could’ve been held, or felt loved. Hard to be alone in grief. Feeling rejected and forgotten by so many too. Shitty. Tomorrow’s a new day though I guess..