I used to chase after (stress over, emotionally attached to).. (OnlyFans)

I used to chase after (stress over, emotionally attached to) external aesthetics (physical appearance) because of my wantingness to be validated by others. Now I no longer feel the need to cling to my physical body (or any objects of craving) because i am happy and I have learnt to cultivate happiness, present peace and a deep sense of completeness from within in the present moment. I no longer feel the compulsory need to chase it from the externals and others because i now know they are not true but illusory happiness that creates unhealthy attachments. Non-attachment does not mean detachment or indifference. Non-attachment means you continue to take actions but you are emotionally detached from your object of desire (your physical body etc)