Yesterday I had a very bad experience. I would be happy to e.. (OnlyFans)

Yesterday I had a very bad experience.
I would be happy to erase it out of my mind but sadly it isn’t possible.
Our full life provides us with different traumatic experiences we don’t even recognize as this in the moment of happening.
It is ok but at some point they face us and we have to be aware of them - have to work with them - find a way to release them.
There are different methods to do so and for me it is the security of my self portrayal. I love it and I grave for quality more then ever because I want to feel comfortable in the way I offer myself to the outside world.
Since ten years I am exploring this kind of hobby/ lifestyle / what ever you like to call it and I am very happy to have archived what I wanted to and built up a reputation for my brandzZ.
I don’t won’t that this got taken away from me through outside experiences from situations I haven’t asked for or only took part because someone else comforted me in the feeling that it is worth it.
For you it is a picture, a movie etc. 
For me it is a very sensitive space - I show you a deep view behind the curtain. 
Never forget about all of this.
For you I might be one in a million but for me it feels way more personal and I am sure that you can see this in my creations and this is why you follow me.
Never forget that behind everything stands a life and a heart.
No matter in what box you like to put it or projection you see in it.
Through the world wide web we forget to use words to describe emotions. We use emojis or gifs - everything becomes dulled in an artificial world where you can put a filter on your face to look like somebody else , to pretend you life in a world where you actually don’t even life in…
We all sit in the same boat.
Don’t forget that. 
Kind 
Anuskatzz 

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PicturezZ:  Start of my photography journey - Juri - Berlin  - ten years ago…