So I just tried to do anal in the shower (with a dildo) it r.. (OnlyFans)

So I just tried to do anal in the shower (with a dildo) it really hurt when I finally got it in and I didn’t manage it so settled with riding BUT I want to know do I keep the anal attempt in? It pops in and I yell and then I shower my butt hole for relief I dunno if you want to see that 😂😂😂