Imma be real for a hot minute. Life’s felt really hard rec.. (OnlyFans)

Imma be real for a hot minute. 

Life’s felt really hard recently- the world feels like it’s in shambles- separation is the new normal & my heart is hurting. On top of this, my own mind has felt like a battle field & yes I see a therapist & I do self care but sometimes, actually, MOST times self lovin/healing IS NOT PRETTY. It’s not candles, it’s not yoga or writing cute quotes- it’s staring myself in the mirror, or laying on the floor of my shower CRYING SO MUCH IT HURTS, allowing the thoughts & feelings to arise & just FUCKING HURTING. And I have done a lot of this recently. 

This strong woman standing here is SO much more than a cute ass or pretty face & recently I haven’t felt as such. I’ve momentarily gotten sucked into the “all I have to offer is my external” which is ridiculous but it’s honest. I have doubted my mind, my skills, my smarts, my spirit, my kindness- but I have done SO MUCH IN MY LIFE that I don’t give myself credit for. For example, I have built this empire, with all of you beauties, ALL on my own AND THAT IS AMAZING. I have done so many other amazing things and I am a beautiful, kind hooman and right now I’m taking time to celebrate that. Cause fuck, I’m tired of constantly beating myself up. It’s exhausting. 

Thankyou for being here. It means more than you will ever know. Thankyou for having real, intellectual, deep conversations with me. Thankyou for supporting my work AS well as seeing the true essence of who I am. Thankyou for choosing to take a chance on consuming my art- it makes me heart just melt. 

If you have read this far, Thankyou. ❤️✨ Sending love xoxo I hope you take some time to celebrate yourself too- we get so caught up & u deserve ur OWN love & support!