hey guys, sorry I’ve been quiet since my trip. I wasn’t goin.. (OnlyFans)

hey guys, sorry I’ve been quiet since my trip. I wasn’t going to talk about all this, but after some thought I do feel like I owe an explanation for disappearing suddenly. I’m going through a really difficult time right now…. At the very end of my trip I visited some family on the way home, and found out my dads kitty cat pictured here, and one of my best friends, passed away recently. then, after I got home, my grandpa went into hospice. he passed away this week, and he was also one of my best friends. I’ve been having a hard time with these losses. combined with the fact that I lost a friend recently, and a few other family deaths in the year prior, im feeling the weight of all these happening so close together in my life. While death is an inevitability, I always thought my time having to grieve would be more spread out throughout my life, not everything happening all at once. Point blank, it does feel a little hard for me to get onto onlyfans and other socials to make posts while I’m still dealing with all these losses. 

At the same time, I did chose this to be my job, and I do have to work to pay bills. So, I’m hoping to be able to get myself back into posting regularly  soon, mostly because I need to, but also because I don’t want to lose my momentum and everything I’ve worked hard for. But, I’m asking for some patience for a bit. Please understand if I don’t respond to messages right away or if I seem a bit less enthusiastic when I reply for a little while. I’m going to give myself a few days to rest and spend time with friends and family, and then I’ll be back to posting asap. I may not be fully recovered mentally when I come back, but I still want to try my best. 

On the positive side, I did make a lot of content during the trip and have lots and lots of great stuff coming in the future I’m very excited to share. I just wanna be in a little bit of a better headspace when I share it with you. 

Thanks for your support ❤️