Sorry I’ve been MIA. I have a lot to say, so sorry for the l.. (OnlyFans)

Sorry I’ve been MIA. I have a lot to say, so sorry for the long post. I need to start by saying I’ve been under a lot of stress and depression lately which is why I haven’t been around. This past few weeks was especially rough. I almost got taken against my will (OF blocks word k—napped) outside of my home, I was scammed a few days later, and I also accidentally over bleached my hair and burned my scalp, losing most of my hair. Sakura con saved my mindset this past weekend, so to my friends who where there for me for that I want to thank you.

Anyways, I finally got into the right mindset to come back to onlyfans, and while there were plenty of nice messages waiting in my inbox, there was also a few really rude messages waiting for me, and a couple not rude, but stressful messages too. I’ve reached a point where recently onlyfans is not as enjoyable for me anymore and I don’t know what to do about it. I love aspects of it, but sometimes, like this past few months, I can’t handle the stress and anxiety it gives me and I consider quitting. I don’t really know what to do since it is my main source of income at the moment… 

I don’t really want to quit yet because I don’t want to make a rash decision, but I have to say going forward I’m going to have zero tolerance for any rude or crude messages that goes against my comfort zones laid out in my profile description. I will remove accounts that repeatedly stress me out or make me uncomfortable. This is what I need to do for my mental health. If you can’t be kind, I honestly don’t want you here. If you can’t respect my boundaries in the description, just unfollow my account. I’m not going to sit here and allow people to treat me like a robot or an object any longer. I’m a person with feelings and a difficult life outside of onlyfans. 

After everything I’ve been through recently, including nearly being k—napped because I tried to give someone benefit of the doubt and be kind, I’ve realized I’ve had enough in my life of being walked all over by people and being manipulated. I’m done with allowing these things to happen to me. I’m tired of being depressed and unmotivated. I’m tired of making mistakes because the stress causes me to burn out so badly that I fall behind on my work. I owe content to some people from a year ago (I am working on it. I realize how ridiculous that is. I’ve allowed myself to get overwhelmed and burnt out too many times to get to this point).

Things are going to change here for the betterment of my mental health. I’m hoping that with that will come better content production and more positive vibes here. Right now it’s really hard. If any of you stay to support me through this time, I’ll appreciate you immensely. 

Thank you for reading.