sorry about all the depresso posting last night ya’llz.... b.. (OnlyFans)

sorry about all the depresso posting last night ya’llz.... being fully transparent, I’ve been having like... in a weird way one of the worst years of my life. I feel so bad that it’s been affecting my efficiency with content creation, especially for people I still owe stuff too. If you fall into that category, I haven’t forgotten about the things I need to do for u. In practicing gratefulness, I know I should acknowledge that there have been good moments, which I am thankful for. There’s certain people in my personal life that I have literally no idea how I’d survive right now without them. But I’m still really struggling just from so much stress and anxiety about life. I don’t feel comfortable sharing full details with anybody about the in depth details of it, but basically what has caused things to be a lot harder for me has been a huge decline in my physical health. I’m at the doctors office very frequently for various issues. I guess my stress levels are so high that it’s giving me a lot of physical ailments which impacts my quality of life. 

I say none of this to provide and excuse for why I’m behind on my onlyfans workload, only to provide an explanation and an update, as well as an apology for my inconsistency. I actually wanted to film I guess an apology video because I thought it would make it easier for me to explain everything with my words and emotions rather than typing it all out, but my phone storage is too full still. Most of the content I still owe from the summer are custom videos, but I can’t film until I get that hard drive. All of that being said, I really don’t want all of this to ruin spooky season. I might not have much as far as brand new content for this year sadly, but I am excited to be sharing newly improved editions of previous content with a new audience. I needed to do this anyway, because part of clearing my storage is by releasing content so that I can remove it from my devices. I’m going to continue doing this for the next few weeks and hopefully you’ll be able to enjoy it and have a little bit of a better experience here.

After I catch up on everything, I won’t be doing any custom content for a while to give myself a break. I won’t start doing any custom content again until I know *for sure* that I can do it quickly and efficiently enough to make it worth your while. I might also put a limit on how much I accept at a time, because part of it is that the past few times I’ve done this, I get way more orders than I expect (which I super appreciate, but I need to start taking into account for sure). I just need to I guess, completely revamp the entire system I have in place for how I produce content. 

I really do want to get better at this. I want you to have a better experience. And I want to enjoy the content I’m making rather than be as stressed out about it as I am right now... 

If you got to the end of this, thanks for reading and I appreciate you 🥺