Looking at photos of my hair from before it got ruined is ma.. (OnlyFans)

Looking at photos of my hair from before it got ruined is making me so sad 😣 (For context for those who didn’t see my story, I went to a hair salon yesterday for a root touch up and to get my hair bleached to a little closer to white, but they messed it up really badly and it’s a bunch of different colors in different spots that aren’t blended at all. I have random purple, yellow, and gray spots) 
I know it’s just hair, but since I’m already having self confidence struggles, having hair that looks terrible isn’t helping with my self esteem 😢 I just can’t believe that doing my hair at home with my friend (pictured here) turned out so much better than paying someone “professional” to do it. I wasted time and money and now I have to spend more money to fix it somehow, which I haven’t decided on how I want to go about doing. Anyways, first world problem I know, but I just want to feel good about myself 😞 sorry I’ve been pretty quiet, it’s just kind of hard right now for me mentally. I hope ur weekend is going better than mine ❤️