Why do my kitty ears always have to go blurry when I use my .. (OnlyFans)

Why do my kitty ears always have to go blurry when I use my fancy camera settings 😫 accidentally got some pretty wintery vibes lighting when I was setting up today and I kinda love it? Wasn’t the vibe I was going for but I might have to try to mimic this in the winter for a snow fairy set or something 👀 what do u guys think? 

Also sorry for delays in some of my content lately ~ tldr I’m going through a bit of a difficult time right now but I promise I’ll get back on track ASAP. I might share some more about this with u guys soon... honestly I’m debating on how much I should get into it 😅 I’m kinda hoping I’ll wake up tomorrow and ✨magically have my shit together ✨🤡 lol a girl can dream right xD