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did you know I once ALMOST did a beach photoshoot in a bathing suit version of my Bela Dimitrescu cosplay? Instead of having "blood" running down my chin, my plan was to have a melting red popsicle to go with the beach theme
I was excited about it, I got myself all ready and made it to the beach just before dawn so I could get the best lighting and the best chance of no one else being there, and then completely chickened out when there were some men on the beach crabbing lmao
the photoshoot never ended up happening because after making my partner at the time come with me to the beach at the crack of dawn only to chicken out like that, I felt too guilty to ask him to do it again
but I have these phone selfies!