Untitled (Fansly)

Do you guys like that none of my content is PPV for FLR because I don’t know why I do this. I hate the girls that make guys pay for a subscription and charge them PPV for content but 90% of the people who subscribe to me just come and go like I’m nothing and I’m burnt out honestly. I’ve been bad responding to DMs. I feel empty. Guys on here keep stealing my content and deleting their profiles. Currently I pay over $50 a month for a service that detects when my content is stolen. It’s the cheapest service I can afford. It can’t even help me remove most of it—there are a lot of sites that can get around it. 

I don’t want to make my profile PPV. I really don’t. I think it’s dumb. But I’m not doing great right now, I feel like I give a lot more than most creators and somehow I’m still at the bottom of the barrel. Lately I’ve wanted to quit. 

I haven’t done a livestream in months. One of my discord/twitch moderators and dear friends severely lied and betrayed me and he was always here for me and now I feel like I can’t do anything. He was a crutch for me. I couldn’t do livestreams on here without him because I got too anxious and scared. I dunno. Im sad. Im frustrated. Please do not tip this post or whatever the fuck—I’m not asking for that. I just don’t know why I am doing any of this. I see these other girls who literally take advantage of you guys and people are just throwing them $20s left and right for 2min videos. Like what the fuck man? And here I am just handing out everything I got and somehow all my hours/days/weeks amounts to $8 after this site takes their cut. 

If you’re here on a discount only to leave when it ends, just so you can jerk off for a month and leave, just remember that anyone else on this stupid platform of gonna make you pay at least $100 to get what you could get for 1/10th of what I charge and then some. 

Fuck man. I’m tired. Why do I do anything. And I’m behind on DMs. I’m so behind. I know I am. I’m too scared to look. I feel ashamed. I know I’m not doing enough for you guys and yet