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**SYLVEE, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN THESE PAST FEW MONTHS?**

Alright so you can just skip this post if you don't give a damn about what's been going on in my personal life (which is totally fine btw, I post nudes n stuff here I don't expect you to care haha).

Someone very close to me has been sick for several months now and it's not getting fully better. They've gotten many tests of many sorts, been to the ER, been trying other things that may help like probiotics and the like, cutting out certain food groups, etc. but nothing is working completely. They've also had several flare ups of whatever is going on and it's honestly mentally exhausting because I've been so sad and worried over it. I don't know when and if they'll ever get better or if it's something serious that's just not showing up through blood tests and scans... It freaks me out and it's been super rough on my mental just assuming the worst case scenario :(

I'm trying to push past it as best I can and be strong for both me and them. Some days are easier than others, and the others I just feel a bit hopeless which is why I've been gone this whole time. It's a bit difficult to even think about sexy stuff when I'm worried about someone I'm close to's well-being and it sucks haha.

I also took the initiative and saw a psychiatrist and got diagnosed with moderate depression along with anxiety which explains a lot about how I react to stressful situations and off-hand comments :') So I've been trying to get that under control too with therapy and medication. It's been a wild ride these past several weeks I gotta say.

I'm doing my best though to try to get back into things in a timely manner. Not every day is bad and I should use those to focus on my content including getting back into streaming! But yeah, that's what's been going on and it fucking sucks but just know I'm trying but feel like I'm drowning most of the time.