Untitled (Fansly)

Hey guys, I’m really sorry for my lack of posting. I haven’t had any motivation to do anything really lately and I’ve just been chillen waiting for it to come back. I should be back soon but my place is a mess, my brain feels like no one loves me and no one ever will. I deleted my Instagram cause I’m tired of none of the guys I meet in real life taking me seriously. Everyone thinks I just wanna fuck. I’ve spent so much time trying to learn how to be alone and every night I’m in bed by myself it just feels like it’s getting worse instead of better. I feel like the cottage was a big mistake cause I got to experience a lot of stuff I didn’t have but once again the dude was only interested in getting laid for a night. 

None of the people I meet want to start anything real with me and it doesn’t matter if I get a new job they’ll always hate me for having nudes online and I just feel like I’ve fucked up my life and I’m gunna be alone forever. 

I know a lot of you will try to convince me you know I’m gunna find someone and be happy but at this point those people just annoy me cause I feel like no one’s listening to how much I’m trying and how literally no one wants to try with me