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heavy news today. 
I was in the middle of making content earlier and my parents called me into the living room to tell me that my dog wasn't doing too well. I decided to take her into an emergency vet and they basically let us know that there wasn't much we could do that wouldn't cost an arm and a leg + she would have been too old to survive the surgery- So today I had to put my childhood dog down.. 
Very great Christmas so far... :/
I'm lost. I miss her already. I'm going to need some time to grieve. She was my baby. Sorry.