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yo! it's been awhile huh. I passed through a liminal space between paralyzing passion and the mental vice of inaction. A string of events occurred {as they always do} and finding myself overwhelmed I took a tailspin into a hole. A wet one. wet with tears. so many tears. A chamber of reflection that was fogged up by how sweaty I was. Sweaty with the need to create but imprisoned by the fear of cause and effect. perfectionism, shame, self doubt, schedule dodging adhd tendencies and the rotten stem of all dis ease, the deadliest of all, resistance. 

This spiral went on for awhile until I got tired of sitting in a puddle and thought to myself, if I am inevitably going to be wet, sweaty and dripping with tears trying to come to terms with the inescabaple dark as I swim about this plane in this lifetime- well I may as well splash around and have fun. Excuse the drama, I just find acting in, directing and producing my own soap opera very entertaining.

Anyway point is
the vibes are charged n the shop is open!
Twitch streams begin this weekend 
+ watch out for upcoming naughty live announcements 

thanks champs, daddy is happy to be home