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Hey lovelies: 

As many of you have probably noticed, I've dropped essentially completely off the wagon when it comes to visual content. That's due to a lot of reasons I won't bore you with but I wanted to apologize as well as thank you so very much for sticking around. 

I am stuck, content wise. 
I'll be completely transparent and I'm struggling with that. 
I'm not putting out enough content in general (audios or visual content) because I've been working hard on other things that while yes I am getting paid for, I can't share here. In trying to build up my resume in those areas, I've lacked in content here and I'm so sorry. 

I think I'm reaching a metamorphosis point. 
I need to rethink where I want to go from here and let go of the things that I've been desperately wanting to work for me and just aren't. It's so hard to admit when things aren't working, especially when I want so badly for them to... but they're not and you're not getting what you deserve. 

I promise you that I'm working on this behind the scenes because I need a better content/life balance or I'm going to disintegrate. I've been doing this for two years now and I'm past the honeymoon phase of being a content creator which means now I really need to downshift and reconfigure what I'm doing so I can continue doing this while bringing you content you enjoy. 

I've had a lot of half-launched plans that have only resulted in extreme stress in regards to branding and consistency and it's exhausting to push through. I promise I am working through this so I can approach them with more grace and energy. 

I want to bring you regularly scheduled content. I want it to inspire you to keep wanting to come back and for that I need to build up content behind the scenes to release on a schedule and that takes time, effort, and planning. 

Please bear with me. 
It's extremely hard to me to admit when I'm struggling and the fact that I am having to type this through crying means I'm really struggling but you deserve a response for my silence. I am so grateful