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Had a little dinner at the house the other day and afterward someone saw wax play candles on my shelves so of course we had to play with them. 😀

I get so happy anytime I have both @stephinspace and @bellatrixortreat2 over. They bring the best vibes and are always down to get goofy and have fun. Easily some of my best friends. 

Fun fact, it was Steph who introduced me to Bella almost two years ago. Steph invited her over for a livestream back when I used to do them at my Santa Monica apartment. I didn’t get to know Bella all that much that first day, she was only there for the stream. All I knew was that she was a joy to be around. 

About a year later, out of the blue, she reached out to me asking if she could stay with me for a few days while she was in Los Angeles for a shoot. I was here in the new Nakedbakers house by then and had lots of guest bedrooms so of course I said yes. This ended up being the start of a best friendship.

Since then she has made it a point to visit me here at the house whenever she comes through LA and I always make sure to have a guest bedroom open for her. However, no matter how long she comes, it doesn’t feel long enough. I always wish we had a little more time together. 

I don’t talk about it much online (though I should) but I began to explore polyamory over the last few years and I would say that it was my love for Bella that really initiated that. I fell deeply in love with her the first time she stayed with me and I have fallen even more in love with her each subsequent trip.

I feel so incredibly grateful to have her in my life and I look forward to continuing to share wonderful moments with her no matter how brief. Bella is really the kind of person where I could spend a whole lifetime hanging out with her and that still wouldn’t be long enough. 💖

w/ @meowlenna