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Hey!

condemnation... disgust.

what am I talking about?

There's a shadow personality in all of us. Something we don't want to see in ourselves, but it's in us. We push it down as deep as we can. We deny that part of ourselves.

However, this shadow is always within us and at critical times in life when you are out of control or broken this shadow can replace you for a while. And then you won't realize what happened because it's not like you at all. but it is you... 

it is always unpleasant and impossible to accept yourself and learn to get along with what we don't like about ourselves. but hiding it so deeply is not good for yourself. 

I've seen it manifest itself in my own example. In the past I hid my weakness, femininity, cuteness, etc. from myself. The first thing I started to notice was that I became annoyed with people who did things that I had forbidden myself to do. The shadow side was always making itself known. It was an inexplicable aversion to people who were cute, feminine, and weak. 

I've long since made peace with the fact that I can be weak, I'm not afraid to talk about it. It's been hard. I've come to terms with the fact that I can be cute and gentle, I can be feminine. I've lost years of my life in which I didn't fully develop feminine skills. It was a waste.

But I started to see how it was happening for others...

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