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Why does my mood get so screwed up when I have a good sleep schedule? Why is it that when I'm happy with a bad sleep schedule I berate myself for it and I don't let myself be happy and I also get sad? 
I don't know. I want to live right and more healthy for my body and mind. but my mind seems to want otherwise. 

Okay, I'm not gonna hide it. I'm sad. Again. For some reason, my activity period falls at night. 
If anyone remembers, I took almost all of my photos in the past almost always at night. I do 3d at night, I study at night. I don't want to do anything during the day. At night, my brain is overflowing with ideas. Today I fell asleep again at 6am and the whole time I was lying in bed thinking about what I wanted to do and berating myself for not sleeping..... 
But it's not good for the body to sleep like that. Necessary hormones are not produced if you sleep during the day and stay awake at night.... But damn it, I love life at night. 

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