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I'll tell you about the photographers. Or rather, my fear of photographers.

if you're here, you may think I'm beautiful, but for me it often seem otherwise
Some may think that photography is easy and that being a beautiful person is enough to look good in any photo

As a child I loved to take pictures and my parents often took my photos, but as a child I was satisfied with the result. However, over time I began to notice that in all the photos I look like a crooked ugly goblin.

Since then I started to have a fear of any photos taken by other people.

In fact my fear of photography eventually created in me a desire to prove to myself that I too can be beautiful in photos and it was because of all this that I started a long time ago to make photos of myself, at first it was not very good but with time my skill got better. in fact I have been doing photography for quite a long time, more than 15 years. so it is quite an old hobby of mine.

But because of how well I learned to take pictures of myself and other people, I now don't believe that anyone else can take a good picture of me, I just feel like it will be just like when I was a kid or that I'm really ugly and I'm just so good at taking pictures that all the ugliness is hidden somewhere.

I've never been photographed by a photographer, once I wanted to fix it and paid for a photo shoot with a cool photographer, but I never showed up for the photo shoot, the fear was stronger.

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