I want to take a moment to discuss guilt and shame for being.. (OnlyFans)

I want to take a moment to discuss guilt and shame for being into sissy training and/or feminization.

Years back when I first began crossdressing I would experience intense emotions on a scale I didn't know was possible. The thrill and excitement of wearing women's clothes, the anxiety and nervousness talking to someone about feminization, the orgasmic feeling of touching yourself in full femme and lastly there's guilt and shame. Depression and sadness washing over you as you take off your heels and nylons. The secret eating away at you. Only once in My life have I done the notorious "purge" of My femme self. Throwing away My entire drag wardrobe, wigs, heels, lingerie, makeup outfits. Deleting social media accounts. 

I understand the intense feelings of guilt and shame associated with feminization. My advice is this. Put your wardrobe in a box and put it away. Keep your social media accounts, but take a break. Put a parental lock on your device. You may believe you are doing yourself a favor and soothing your feelings of guilt and shame when you purge. But soon enough you will feel regret and remorse for impulsively purging your femme self. 

Whenever these intense feelings come up sissy, stop what you're doing. Read a book or watch a TV/movie that makes you happy. Write a journal entry. Exercise. Go for a walk. Meditate and do a breathing exercise. Talk to a friend or family member. Provide yourself with a healthy distraction and go back to your sissy training when you have a clear state of mind.