my day started off so amazing and got flipped bc of an awful.. (OnlyFans)

my day started off so amazing and got flipped bc of an awful allergic reaction to half of a tiny tangerine. I just wanted to eat a healthy snack and thought I was gonna die bc of it ☹️ partner came home and gave me lots of allergy meds &  I’m feeling a lil better now but I’ve lost all momentum to do productive things for the day. i swear, every time I get on top of my shit, I jus get blindsided 😔 gonna focus on self care today so I don’t fall back into the vicious cycle of unproductivity