The retreat wrapped up today, and I head back home tomorrow... (OnlyFans)

The retreat wrapped up today, and I head back home tomorrow. I feel like now that it’s over, I’m going to need some time to really, deeply process ~
I feel my body slowing and going into an integration period, but I will want to share more after I give myself time. 

One of the other women (a retreat veteran 😂) and I are going to be staying an extra day with our shaman, and plan to have a slow evening with dinner and rest. It feels really good to have this extra time with them because the 3 of us created a very solid bond last year that I want to nurture outside of the retreat space. 

After the group parted today and before getting back to my shaman’s home, I was able to spend some time with one of the women who I connected with the most at this year’s retreat. It was really pure and exciting to share space with just the two of us before parting, and solidify our bond. I love her at such a soul level; it’s pretty electrifying. And honestly, just… incredible to enter an environment where you barely know anyone, and walk away with another woman you feel is going to be part of the rest of your life (more on that later). 

Lastly, I just received a healing session this afternoon from the other friend who is staying an extra day (she blends body work with shamanic healing) which has opened up yet another layer. I feel a bit open, raw, and vulnerable, so I may be limiting time here for the rest of today to allow more rest and connection with my friends. Overall, I feel complete now and look forward to allowing this to transform. 

I’d love to answer questions about my experience once I am home. So be thinking if there is anything you’d like to know! Part of what I’m being asked is to share more, and let myself be seen… so maybe you all can help with that :) 

Deep gratitude for you all, and feeling supported to do this kind of work.