I feel safer and happier alone. If I had to connect… I gu.. (OnlyFans)

I feel safer and happier alone. 

If I had to connect…  I guess they would have to be sugar daddies or mommies (dating for love got me nowhere and I got tired of paying for everything.) However, everyone who’s tried… just eventually creeped me out, gave me the ick, scared me off or said stuff that was seriously concerning or offensive. It’s just not even worth entertaining. My time is worth more than a free dinner. 

I’d rather chat with my fans and relax at home with them. 

Like once I could see through the manipulation or attempts to pull a fast one over me, I just turtle my way back home and to work. I see girls on insta getting 10k a week allowances and I’m happy for them. It looks like they’re getting treated real well, but I’ve just gotten some weirdos to the point where I’d rather just build myself.