I’m okay with never seeing him again. I won’t be asking him .. (OnlyFans)

I’m okay with never seeing him again. I won’t be asking him to come over anymore. He’s been addicted to nicotine since he was ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ years old. He learned it from his mom. If I have any smokers following me, your kids are going to follow in your footsteps so quit now. 

 I can’t stand hearing him vape every other waking moment. I don’t want my place fogged up with nicotine and fumes anymore. I told him I’m not going to his funeral and that I’m not the bad guy here. I don’t want to think, see, smell, know that he’s ☠️ himself. It’s hurting me to watch him. A lifetime of nicotine addiction makes someone sick in the brain.  I’m sure of it. Angry. Paranoid. Resentful. Defensive. Offensive. Disgusting. I don’t want someone who loves nicotine this much. His brain is just all about chasing dopamine and fufilling nicotine levels and I can’t get through to him. I don’t need someone this high maintenance. I want the be one who’s high maintenance. I’m tired of bitching online and being put in such a position. I can’t wait till I am happy alone or have other lovers who make my life better and easier. 

This just isn’t working and I’ve given it enough of my time, energy and resources. I can’t get him off nicotine and focused on real life and there’s nothing I can do about it. I give up.